is it me? or have i fallen again?
i havent been updating i know...i have been out since last friday up till tuesday...i have been online but i was sooo freaking lazy to update...ok,i wasnt lazy...i didnt have the mood....i have been crying alot at night[but not laughing in the end...=p]it's tiring me out ok....i just did last night...but what ever i thought last night didnt turn out the way i imagined it...but all's good...eventhough i'm still errr....pissed off...with myself larh....yes,with myself...i dont know why larh...i've got messed up thinking..thanks to those who have been with me....including....*insertname*[ade larh!]hahaha....
but i'm still unsure....you know what...i just realised how my life has been...i mean...i just realised how i am abt life...i am so fucking unsure!no,really i just realised it...*insertname* asked me loads of questions and my ans were "i dont know"...gosh...i cant be unsure abt life...and the decisions i make right?its just ridiculous larh...and i dont know what else to talk abt....i'll update pictures...some other time ok?